Today I feel like talking about drive-passion- what is it within you that pushes you to do great things. Lately I keep asking myself what is my drive, what keeps burning inside me and pushes me to work harder, longer and with a determined effort?  How do I continue to feel that everyday, so that I continue in the pursuit of greatness? Why do i feel so called to dome amazing things? I don't feel my life is suppose to be full of mindless wander and aimless speculation. I feel called to change , well the world I guess....We're not all called to change the world, but that doesn't mean we cant have drive. Does drawing drive you, does fighting for some cause stir up passion? Whatever it is, we have to use that to foster that fire within us. Finding that love is one of the greatest joys of life, and one well all strive to achieve. Sometimes the dream may seem impossible, but without that journey it may not be worth it in the end. 

What creates anger in you? Is it seeing someone oppressed? or paying too much for things? Whatever that may be let that fuel you to create change. Let what burns inside out and change the world you live in ...

so its monday... I went to the dentist who insists on work i dont need...just like any money hungry person in america right? Sitting here all day trying to plan concerts... mix n matching bands like a dj here.... Why does the Ct music scene suck so badly? class 5-8 which im not too happy about but its a good professor so ill deal.  Atleast Im going to nashville soon! woot woot 

 ok so rough week- between school starting and the concert that suckedddd... im so glad its over. This week should be alot more relaxing and enjoyable.  Im stoked about my new free lighting design software- i can do some killer designs with this stuff now!! woot woot....me and chris banged out 3 songs in like 45 mins last night. Now we just need the dam lead guitar haha. All in time I guess... just got to be patient.... hopefully krispy will be up and at em soon enough- hope ur feeling better!! I call ibs on all your shifts though....  Am i the only one not into this super bowl?? Atleast Bruce is playing- wonder if ill be asked one day??/

Peace and love-
~c~

 Well first day down...glad its over. Although today was the easy one. One minute I got an artist telling me hes not coming because he doesnt know if hes getting paid...the next its suppose to snow 12" and I dont know if well even have a show!  O well...The next 3 days should be pure insanity- why did I schedule 5 classes in a row? who does that? Lesson for the day: Enjoy the good times while they are here- we never know what tommorow brings. Grow from every experience and find the lesson in all we do. Explore the world around us and we'll find how we grow as individuals....until tommorow

peace and love

~c~

 So here we are....the eve before the spring semester begins. Why we needed a winter sabatical and not a normal 4 week vacation I don't know- then again Jack  Miller is a moron so...not really looking forword to having 6 classes, a job plus the on campus activities work... but I guess that what college is about- no free time haha! 
  So what have I learned in the past month off?  Most importantly that certain people come into your life for a reason. We make decisions and we might not know why we do things, but in the end it all comes around.  we fight through pain and loneliness and question if our lives will pan out how we picture them. This past Thurs and Friday was just that- re-affirmation that love is still around these days if you look for it! I dont have  words other than amazing and exactly what i had in my dreams these past few years- so thanks for making those into reality A ;)- you know who you are! 
So as I continue the hunt for a lead guitarist and someone to take over my vocals I'm excited about what the future holds. Worship team is changing for the better-no more sitting and staring at the walls people! I feel a calling this year to do great things- so stay tuned for some good things haha! The song writing has been really powerful since the new year started and I feel we are progressing where we need to be for this new project. It's slow, but great wine takes time right!   Stick around- its gonna be a wild ride

Peace and love
~c~

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